Not Enough

 What don't you understand?

That I'll never learn everything
That I'll spend every waking moment...
Every dreaming eternity
Searching for the secret of you

I pull you closer while you sleep
Just to feel your breaths
Nuzzle your neck
And breath you in
Taste your skin

In this moment
I could live forever
It's still not the you
I'm always searching for
Spending lifetimes to find

I hold your hand for hours
Searching for clues
Absorbing your energy
Trying to feel what you feel
The pressure, tension and ultimate release
.
I feel it go
Involuntary shudder
Relaxed, falling back into my arms
I feel you giving everything
But it's not the embodiment of you

Our spirits walk together
Our bodies yearn for oneness
We listen for clues in voices
Love, acceptance, joy
Contentment in your arms


Where every curve explored
Becomes the new favorite
Every day a new experience
When your heart bursts
Complete and satisfied

Yet tomorrow brings something new
Something never felt before
And the heart grows bigger
You fill it up again
With love and caring and kindness

I strive to find your rhythm
Learn you, watching interaction
I hope that I project as much love
As I feel from you
It feels impossible

I try to describe things
Things I am only still learning 
The words don't describe enough
I'll never understand enough
The depths of your love

I will worship your body
I will hold you when you cry
I will support every decision
With every ounce of me
Just to mirror your love

And after an entire lifetime
Of learning and loving
Every thought, dream and graceful movement
I will have only begun
To love you

Because everyday my heart swells
Everyday it holds more
Everytime I'm so proud, my heart feels like bursting
It grows more, my love gets deeper
And I catch a glimpse of forever in your eyes